I love those night where you can't sleep!

Laying here wondering if I am doing what's right..

Why:

I"m not working as hard as I should in college

Enlisted or Officer

Why do I have my current job?

Do I want to get out of the military and find a new job?

Been in 10 and 10 more to go DEC.

~~I'm ready for a change but I don't know what direction sometimes~~

ICU,setback

In March 2010, I had a Colonoscopy-- one week and one hour later, I was laying in the ICU getting blood transfusions and prepped for emergency surgery (I lost 5 units/pints of blood)! It will be a month later in 4 days and I just started walking! I lost most my muscle so I have a lot of work to do slowly.

First: Finish Grad School: Graduate 2010

Second: PT Test JUNE: Sit-ups, Push-ups, and 1.5 miles

Third: Graduate with my MBA, Project Management @ DC w/ family

Fourth: Finish remodeling, my house

Fifth: Get my ABS BACK!

Sixth: Might start dating again.

My brain is already going on "What supplements, What workouts, with or without trainer".

SUPPLEMENT RESEARCH/NEWS, here I come